Self-Evaluation - Revised

     Since I was in junior high school, I have fostered my interest in writing novel with my peers; my writing style turned from whodunits to romances and finally I wrote fantasy novels.  Though I felt bushed as my first composing, yet I don’t have this kind of feeling now since I have embarked on them for four years or so.  When I was composing, I’d immerse myself in the plot and the characters I created.  Nonetheless, that was not only the attitude I held toward composing, but it was my attitude toward everything I did and studying alike.  What’s more, as I set a high standard for myself, I’ll modify my works once and once again.  Perhaps that’s some kind of expression of my personal traits; I do almost everything in this way.

     Also, in the meanwhile, I developed my interest in drawing pictures on computer, and I liked design as well.  I even set a blog to post the pictures I designed; yet, I faced some obstacles.  That is, I found a person copying my design concept.  Frankly speaking, I felt extremely angry as I saw that, but after several days’ thinking, I realized that the person could steal my photos, but she couldn’t embezzle the concept; she would just be a copycat for good.  Telling it to myself, I felt much better.  From this experience, I have learned something about my mindset.

     Well goes a saying that if you don’t like something, change it; if you can’t change it, change your attitude.  From that moment on, I know that the world will be thoroughly different as long as I hold different attitude toward it.